Somewhere along the line people thought I was a nice person. I used to be a piece of shit. I only cared about my own feelings. Then I learned that was a mechanism to block the fact that I feel EVERYTHING...from everybody. I had to protect my peace. So when I treat people how they treat me (not for revenge just...a lack of effort) men cant take that. They become angry. Like I said...you will never date Halle Berry. Not in beauty or net worth. YOU....well ....you made yourself disposable. You as a human are easy to replace. You did nothing to become an asset. I dont replace humans really...I just take the lesson. After I take the lesson I pray to the Gods that you see me. You see me for who I was with you. Then I pray you see me now for who I am when I dont care about you at all. She isnt with the shits. She doesnt care if you live or die. She only cares about HER pain YOU caused. She waits until you crumble. She then laughs. ******DISCLAIMER****** I wrote this 2 years ago. If it dont apply...let it fly.
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