It's been a whole month since you're not here.
I miss you like crazy, I tried to eat and sleep well.
After we had a memorial service here in Belgrade in front of Korean Embassy, I promised to you and myself that I wouldn't cry ever again, but I didn't keep the promise. I'm sorry for that.
Nothing much changed, this January is so empty, gloomy and cold.
Especially because you're not here. But I'm sure it's nice and warm up there right? I know you don't like winter and lack of sun.
So I'm sure you're close to sun now. I'm hope you're resting well.
Don't worry too much. Your sister and your mom are doing okay, she did really brave thing! I think you're proud of her! She is such a strong woman!
To your brothers it means a lot. They speak to us recently...about Tokyo concerts. They all wrote a letters saying that they need to be strong and that you would wanted them to do the same, your mom told them that.
I miss your voice, I miss your smiling face, any face... we all miss you a lot. I can't even say it enough.
New year passed, and I must say, in midnight I looked at the sky and I thought of you, your family and brothers... I didn't have even one wish for myself this year. I just want all people who love you to be okay and to stay strong. We all give each other support. And baby let me tell you, you made all fandoms into one. We all cried, we all hugged, we all learned some valuable lessons. We all need to LOVE and SUPPORT. We all need to be kind. You touched us right into us hearts.
Gosh I miss you! I still can't believe it. I look your pictures every night. And I, who never prayed in whole life, spending every end of the day praying for you. I hope up there is someone who take care of you.
You are created for heaven, you are created for greatness, you are created for love and you are created to be exactly what you were. You are not your sadness, you are not your problems, you are not your depression, you are not your demons.
You did well, I will always love you, I will always miss you, and I will never forget you.
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