Sometimes you don’t see me posting for a long time. And this is a thing I want to tell you something about. I know I’m not the first person talking about this topic but it’s such an important one, we should talk about it more often. Everyone on instagram always looks like they’re the happiest version of themselves. That they have everything they want and are living the perfect live. I can comfort you: it’s not the truth. We’re all struggling with self-doubt and we all look in the mirror and don’t like ourselves every once in a while. AND THAT’S OKAY! We sometimes need that to find ourselves and to understand ourselves. And in the end: accept ourselves.
I don’t like to show that I’m weak, i always want to be “the strong one”. But the truth is that I‘m always afraid what others could think of me. And if some more people follow you it’s such a big pressure to go with every day. Before I post a picture I ask at least 3 friends if it’s good and if people will like what I’m doing. Or if it’s okay to post another selfie again. But I don’t want that anymore. I want to be free. Free from my own overthinking and anxieties. I want everyone to be free because anything else is just such a bad life quality. You can’t be happy if you don’t free your mind and start to not give a shit sometimes! ✨