[180617 ー three months]
ah,,, how should i start? this is very long im sorry,, i hope this isn't cheesy because i tend to go really soft, writing about people that i love.
happy three months ellie! 💓💓 i honestly can't believe that it has only been three months. time has gone by so fast and i have the need to talk to you whenever i can haha. whenever we talk, i feel like i'm talking to a best friend or someone who i've known for a long time. and yes, i feel super comfortable whenever i talk to you too??? like i could tell you anything and you wouldn't judge, you'd always make me feel better.
ever since i've had social media (like 2014??) i've never really come across someone who i've felt very loving towards. im not one to open up. but then i met you and wow my life is 100% better im??? seriously, you're my closest friend on ig and i am so thankful that i have you. 💖
it makes me sad :( whenever you doubt yourself or what you're worth. whenever you say 'i feel like crap' or 'i'm just feeling very crappy about everything' i go :( whenever you have bad days, when things are tough or when you're ever sad just smile & keep your head up ok!!! bc everything will be alright. 🌷
i am so thankful for this friendship,, and very thankful that someone like you exists. even if you think you're 'boring' i think you're amazing & you have such a lovely personality. i am so thankful that we talk constantly because whenever a notification pops up, i smile every time when it's you (even if you tag me in weird shit) ANYWAYS, we honestly have so many things in common im?? it's pretty funny actually. remember that time when i sent you photos of jongin and you got so triggered and had this really funny meme fight with me ?? lmao but you always win smh. 🤧
ellie, you're an amazing person with such a funny and kind personality. you're so beautiful !! i think my mood has been lighter now. even if things are really bad at home for me now :(, social media is kind of like my 'escape' from what's happening at home and because of you, i think i am so much better. i know that i would tell you anything, honestly. i trust you so much, even if we've been talking for