Thoughts/Personal post: -I. Am. Stressed. I found out that my store (I'm a store manager, for those that don't know) is closing. -I feel that I'll never have a job that allows me to be creative/feeds my artistic need....that also pays my bills.
-I am finally at a place financially that allows me to do things I want to do, not just things I need to do. i.e. school, shows, new glasses, buying @lancastercupcake as often as I want, etc. And who knows if I will have those freedoms that I have worked so hard for with my new job, whatever that may be.
-Trying to stay positive is pretty difficult for me. The knowledge of my store closing was thrown at me and took me by surprise. I understand that it is not the end of the world and so many people have it so much worse than me, but that does not make my stress and concern any less valid. -And, finally, my biggest stressor: these damn tropical storms. I am so glad that everyone is safe in my hometown and beyond, but I was and still am so stressed about it. Thank you @firefighterullman for all that you have done during and after to keep Glynn County safe. You are amazing. -final note: This post is not for pity and I don't want your "oh, I'm so sorry" or "be grateful for what you have" comments. I'm just stressed, y'all.