I’m gonna be honest now, and spill how I’ve been feeling these last few months. Because well, I feel ready to tell. I’m in a better place, finally.
I’ve felt lost, not worthy of anything, unmotivated, sad, down, deflated.
A few weeks ago I cried every day/night for a whole week and I had no idea why. I couldn’t explain it to anybody, I just felt utterly trapped in my own body and sad that I was afraid I may feel that way forever.
I’ve had weeks where I just didn’t want to go to the gym at all and that just isn’t me. I haven’t wanted to get out of bed.
I’ve always been a very positive person and I know that positive attitudes bring positive outcomes, but I could not shift that feeling I had. I still carry the small anxiety, but thing’s get better believe me. Please be kind, to everyone. Because you never know what they are going through.
Mental health is so much more important than aesthetics and physical beauty. If you don’t feel like doing something I.E the gym, then don’t. Don’t force yourself into anything because you feel like you should.
I’m not telling anyone this to feel sorry for me, and I don’t expect everyone to understand but I gathered I’m in a position to help at least someone, and if I do just that il be a happy women. So please, if you have ever felt or ever do feel this way, just know that it will pass, it will get better and it’s just the worlds way of testing us. Seeing if we will crack from the situation or Grow. And I chose to GROW. And I will not let my feelings win! It’s not a sign of weakness, it’s a sign that we are destined for more and we have to work harder for what we want and to not let ourselves give up on this amazing thing we call life! 💖💖💖
#youarenotalone #youareenough #growbabygrow