🤙🏻 B L O G.... ✨
I've written about this before, but since it's been on my mind lately I thought I'd write to clear my head. Friendship. There's some friends I would never in a million years thought would leave when I got severly ill.
Some might even tell themselves I in fact was the one who left them, simply cause I closed the door because they only ever kept in touch when _they_ needed _me_. Love goes both ways. And you can't have your cake and eat it too with this woman. 😼
I'd be lying if I said I don't still love or miss them, or wouldn't be up for working through what happened. Still, things might be best left as they are. Some souls are with you for only a part of your journey. And new souls come to join you for the next part. I may just need closure with the ones who's gone missing in my life ? 🤔
As for a health update It's been an unusually rough week or so. Bedbound, exhausted (lots of napping), feverish, anxious and achy. What really is the most healing is the love from family and friends. The ones I really know love me. ❤ 🌿✨🍃 #lovemeorleaveme #spoonielife #spoonieproblems #Thankful