And there she goes...New stage. My angel spreading her wings, sharing her light with new people in a new place. I have never related to the feeling when people say, where did the time ago, until now. I have always felt very present with the time passing as Ellul has grown. But the past year has made this harder and now she is at school, I finally feeling overwhelmed but the past 5 years and wonder Wow, where did that time go. Did we spend it well for her, is she really ready to thrive in this new stage. Does she have all the personal tools she may need. We will see. My baby girl. Mother worries!