Rushed 10 minutes edit.
Look guys, I actually didn't wanted to post this.
Because I know some of my followers are having a hard time themselves but I just really need to get some things off my chest so if you're depressed, feeling suicidal, etc. I recommend you not to read this and if you need someone to talk, dm me. And if you're not a fan of depressing talk I'd also recommend you not to read this. If you have a problem that I wrote this and made this video, you can keep scrolling or unfollow me. Thanks.
Now, I wanna talk about some stuff. I wanted to hide it all the time but my heart is actually kinda hurting. I'm feeling a pain in my chest and I can't explain to others how I feel atm. I'm feeling extreme loneliness and I know, that i'm not the only person but it just hurts me so much. At daytime it's not that bad but when it's night i'm just feeling this pain, misunderstanding, the loneliness, etc.
I wanna be different. I just wanna make everyone who is feeling the same happy but I can't. Because if you're in the same situation you know nobody can really help you with words. You just need someone to hug you.
Listen to you.
Care for you.
But I have nobody.
I'm so stressed what will happen in the future.
I'm anxious. And scared. It keeps coming back.
Okay, now I guess I talked enough. I have more to say but since this text is already long asf I don't wanna bother you guys anymore.
Have a great day/night/evening. 💖
I love you all a lot and appreciate every single follower.