I'm missing this big guy so much it's unreal. Only posting it because it makes me feel like someone's listening to what I have to say (': .
But man, you came into my life October 21, 2015. And with your presence alone it gave me so much. I always believed that in a way you saved me. Coming in at a very low point in my life, you gave me a purpose and I was your purpose. It was as if you and me were the same only so different. Making a bond with not only just the both of us, but strengthening a previously fading bond with another of my friends. And just how loyal and understanding you were was something I needed. Whenever I'd go out with bad intentions you would follow and it always stopped me because I knew you depended on me. And so now that I'm away, I've never felt so awful. Just thoughts of you are truly painful. I know I already talked with you about it but I knew you didn't understand a word I said. I like to believe you did, makes me feel a bit better. And it's worse that you're waiting on me to come home so you could jump on me. I really miss the way you'd put your big head on me when I'm laying down, or how you would take up half the bed, I'd have to wake you up and slowly move you. It was all taken for granted. I hope you stay safe little buddy, I've wanted nothing but the best for you, I just wish things could have been different but it was out of our control. Missing you tons.