smilemilegirl smilemilegirl

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Emily Rose  runner πŸƒ oboist 🎼 book addict πŸ“š animal lover 🐢plant based🌱 17. senior. EDs do not control me. Choosing recovery EVERY DAMN DAY.

Recovery is the hardest choice, but it is so worth it. On instagram people who are recovered don't really post much. I want to post about my journey. Im not quite there yet, I still choose recovery every day, but I am at peace with food and my body and myself. Chosing recovery is not easy. Its really fucking hard. But it is choosing to live again. You will stop being cold. You will stop thinking about food constantly. You will stop feeling your hipbones to ignore the hunger. You will start wanting to sing and dance and smile. You will have the energy to walk up the stairs, to laugh. You will want to kiss a boy or a girl. You will be more warm and outgoing. You will get to stop seeing doctors all the time. You will fall in love with life all over again. I choose recovery. What do you choose? PS you can follow my personal because that's where I post now @emily_alves27

I hear boys like a big bootie πŸ˜‰ three stress fractures, both legs, and i havent even run in a month! #cc #cross country #runnerprobs #runnergirl #not anymore #bootie

Homemade guac is bæ 😍 #vegan #plantpower #postworkout #whatveganseat #vegansofig

Its so ugly but so perfect πŸ˜† microwave vegan English muffin with @traderjoeslist pumpkin butter πŸŽƒ #vegan #whatveganseat #pumpkin #theobsessionisreal

Well, #recoverforboobs am I right?? πŸ˜‰ #anorexiarecovery #mamawemadeit

proof that skinny does not equal🚫 fast πŸƒor strong πŸ’ͺ

this is the most I have weighed in 6 months and the fastest I've ever been in my life.
this pace felt easy. I took WALKING BREAKS and still had this average pace. It may not be fast to you but it's a miracle compared to where I was a year ago or even 3 months ago.
have a fab day & remember you are beautiful πŸ’—πŸ’•πŸ’— #emsrecovery #ed #edrecovery #anarecovery #stronger #2fab4ana #fightingedwithhayls #gaintotrain #bonestothrones #foodisfuel #edfam #edfighters #recovery #prorecovery #edsoldiers #togetherwecan #eattolive #recoveryispossible #run #runner #runnergirl #crosscountry #vegetarian #togetherwecan

WEIGHT RESTORED 😳😁😱😩😡 some days I love myself some days I can't look in the mirror but slowly and surely i am RECOVERING 🌺🌸🌻

lunch // vegan chili topped with avocado with a ginormous mashed sweet potato 😍 I mixed it with vanilla, a pinch is stevia, and tons of CINNAMON!! πŸ’• I can't spell that this is so embarrassing 😳 #recovery #recoveryispossible #noms #vegan #vegetarian #plantbased

you gotta love easy runs on a sunny morning β˜€οΈhave a lovely day gorgeous! 🌸

#run #runner #runnergirl #recovery #bonestothrones #stronger

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