OPEN YOUR EYES
If they don't care when you care, they won't care when you don't . So stop trying to show that you care or that you don't . Either way, you're at a loss because the efforts you're putting into showing that you care are going towards the wrong people. Direct them towards those who care when you care and care when you don't care. Not every person who has eyes can see everything! We do select what we want to see and make ourselves blind to what we don't . Ask yourself if what you're looking is worth it. Open your eyes to new things that may have been there for a while, waiting for you to look back.