"Can I be honest with you?
I don't even know why I feel like this.
I don't know why i'm acting this way.
I know I have no right to be angry.
But that doesn't change the fact that i'm hurting.
And the anger seems to soothe the sting just a little.. Emotions have never been my strong point.
Predictability is not an option. My feelings will feel what they want to feel, when they want to feel it.
And I have no intention of excusing my ability, my right, to freely explore and express emotion.
After all, I am woman.
Supressing sensation is not my desire.
Being vulnerable doesn't make me weak.
It makes me wonderfully and wildly human.
So at times, i'll be erratic.
At times, i'll be irrational.
I'll be unpredictable and stubborn and rigid.
Because I have the ability to feel, and I plan on practicing my right to do so." - #writtenbysjana