I don't know where to start or what to even say because eveytime I think of you I still get that lump in my throat. I miss you Papa. I miss you everyday. I'm sorry if sometimes I force myself to not think of you, it's not because I don't want to, it's because it's hard for me to think of you and realize that you're gone. It's been a year Papa. I didn't get the chance to tell you, but you are one of my childhood heroes Papa. My childhood wouldn't be the same without you in it. I know that you're happy up there and that you're always looking out for us. I love you Papa. I miss you so so much.