Found this little nest the other day, nestled inside a plastic bag of dryer lint on the back porch. So snug! I just want to let everyone know that I am OK, yesterday was super scary and I feel a lil embarrassed that I posted about it, because I obviously was looking for support/sympathy… I thought about taking it down but fuck it! I feel really loved and cared for, and I need that sometimes. Shit with your heart is so scary… It's your life force! It's what keeps everything going! And when something is wrong with it that you cannot control, it feels extremely scary and my fear of death was amplified. Fortunately I have been able to connect with many people on here who have similar heart experiences, and I feel less alone. I think the worst part about it is I don't want to feel like I don't trust my heart… that I can't rely on it.. and I know that I will probably have this heart arrhythmia my whole life. #heartache #svt 🖤💔🖤Finding little secret stashes of new life around my shack definitely makes my heart beat though… But in a good way.