Today I celebrate 1 year of sobriety!🎉💖🏆❤️✨🎂💗
It's exactly 1 year ago since I woke up with the biggest hangover and a voice is talking to me saying this doesn't work anymore".
I knew immediately what it was that wasn't working.
It took me some time to realise who was talking to me but since then I stay close to God. I ask every day for his will and not mine. And I am given the most beautiful life so full of love, freedom and abundance that I could never imagine. I didn't think this life was for me.
Every day I'm grateful. Every day I ask my higher power where to go. And every day I go to bed sober and peaceful and happy.
And it keeps getting better!!!
This year I've become a mormor, I've got a new job and two job offerings, I've met the sweetest friends that I plan to keep forever, I feel loved and free and life is a magical adventure.
Sobriety has so little to do with alcohol and so much to do with becoming the best me I can be. To give to others what has been given to me.
I watch Biggest loser on tv and it humbles me. Here we have alcoholism manifested in the body and I see myself and I ache and pray for the brave people exposing themselves. I honour you. There is so much going on inside us and behind closed doors and this is my gift back to life. To show myself. I've been in the darkest places and here I am now, in your light. With a Snapchat filter and a pretty dress from @drylakeofficial that I never dared to wear cause it's too pretty for me. And I'm waiting for @yoga_girl and @dennisfromsalad and @loving.lealuna to come over for breakfast.
One day at a time I live my life and by doing that I can be fully me and present and loving today. About tomorrow I don't know but most likely good will come if today is lovely. One day at a time and I'm sober. For a full year!!!💖
Thank you all for giving me all of this, I did not do this alone. Alone I am no one. And if I can do this anyone can do this I promise. 🙏
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