Word vomit coming at ya.
I'm exhausted, overwhelmed, stressed, and unmotivated.
I'm also thankful, excited, relieved, and eager for what's to come.
I have a lot on my plate right now and in the past this would've caused several anxiety attacks. I've had my fair share of cries this week but nothing compared to what it could be.
Though I'm incredibly stressed, I'm trying my best to keep it together.
Between work, suddenly making the decision to move (so apartment hunting like crazy), planning a wedding, and everything else...I'm so overwhelmed.
I literally cried at work last Thursday. 🙄
On the outside, I seem to have it together, but my depression is really affecting me. I'm extra moody, have zero appetite, less patience than normal, and have been a terrible friend because even texting people takes a lot out it me mentally.
I was in a dark place a couple days ago and felt as if I wanted to harm myself.
I don't feel like myself right now but I know that everything will be okay. I'll BE okay.
Reminding myself to lean into God during these tough times.
I feel weak but I know I'm strong.
I have a good feeling about this move.
I see positive things happening in the near future.
I hope to be happy again.
I just want to turn my mind off and sleep. I swear it does not stop going a mile a minute.