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Ꭶa̤̮гia̤̮h  Half of my heart lives in San Diego, CA❤️🇺🇸💌

I get butterflies just thinking about the next time we will be able to eat cereal on the kitchen floor together at 3:00 am💛

"Storms don't last forever."

Tomorrow is Mother's Day. A day I never thought I'd have to struggle with. I'm happy and saddened...Mostly suffocating with words I can't seem to speak. Mad that I can't have my beautiful mom here anymore. Sad that I can't see her smile or hear her laugh. Suffering because I ache to feel her hug me. Wondering how and what I can do to make tomorrow a little easier on my heart and soul. Thinking of all the things she would enjoy and still feeling like it won't be enough. Confused with my faith because I know she's happy and she's well. Trying so hard to live for her but knowing it is all easier said than done. I am still struggling. I am still feeling the pain of her loss so deeply. I won't ever stop because my mom was more than I can put into words. Not a day goes by that she is not in my mind. I feel strikes of pain in my heart every day when I am reminded that she is not here anymore and I continue to walk, I continue to get up, I continue to live- Fighting this battle is a painful part of me, but it is also something that I continuously fight through. It exhausts me beyond belief but I know that if the rolls were reversed my mommy would have never given up- not on me, not on life, not on anything. The strength she had when she was here was intimidating. She wasn't perfect, but she was perfect to me. One day I'll be a mom, I'll have to tell my kids about my experiences of life and they'll ask about their grandmother and I will cry that they will never get to meet her, but I will smile because I will get to share with them how amazing she was. I pray that I will be as great of a mom as she was. I hope that my strength will continue to grow into something beautiful. I live each day grateful for the emotions I have. At times it can be too much for me, but one day I'll be that tall, beautiful sunflower that I long to be. There is beauty in the sadness that I feel and I will forever know that each tear I cry is necessary in becoming a warrior. I love you mom.
Happy Mother's Day ❤️

You are my 🌞 my 🌙 and all my ⭐️'s

"If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change."🌼 -Buddha

So obsessed with this little baby of mine🐱💛

You're my favorite person in the whole wide world❤️

"and while she never felt quite normal, she was no where near crazy. She just loved too much. Choosing to see the world through her heart, instead of her eyes." -Jessica Michelle

if the hurt comes, so will the happiness. 🌞🌼💛

"Know your worth." "Make yourself a priority." Today, I sat and pondered about how I have absolutely no idea what I deserve. I always tell myself I deserve nothing. The world and the people on this world owe me nothing. Which is true. But ever since I can remember... I have been tearing my own soul apart by telling myself I am not worthy. I am nothing.
I am nothing. How many of you feel that way? How many of you tell yourselves you are not worthy? I can only imagine how many people are agreeing with me as they read this and it makes my body ache with pain. I cry for those that feel that way, and I question myself on why I feel the same.
To anyone suffering right now, I am here. I am with you. I know things seem so heavy right now and I don't want to be the person that says things will get better. But, I will be that person that validates your feelings. I will let you know that our world is painful, mean, inconvenient, scary, lonely, and confusing. I will also let you know that our world is beautiful, kind, hopeful, exciting, peaceful, and still so confusing. Can you imagine our world being any different? Your pain can turn into strengths. Your doubts can turn into determination. Your suffering is painful but beautiful to me. Keep fighting your battles. I am with you. Keep going. I believe in you. You are are worth everything. "Know your worth." Xoxo, A girl with a heavy heart

I just want to give this little cutie a shoutout. Megan, you are so much younger than me and you have a confidence that lights up this world. That is beautiful. The way you handle certain situations amazes me because you always stay so humble, strong and bubbly. I love that you love yourself. And not in a cocky way but in a way that shows beautifully. In a way that shows that you know what you deserve. You deserve a lot. I actually learn a lot from you and I want to be more like you. I just wanted to share with the world how beautiful, talented, and amazing you are. You are flawless megamoo. Keep doing you baby sis. Screw the haters. The world is yours 🌸🌼💕

"I love our story. Sure it's messy, but it's the story that got us here." -How I Met Your Mother

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