Who am I? Were am I going? The inevitable questions that spring to life for so many of us around the early 20’s. It’s like we’re trying to decide this, whilst we still don’t have a clue. Add in the pressure from society, our peers and everything around is to ‘conform’ and try to navigate through all this whilst maintaining a sense of self - a self we don’t even know that well yet.
I have such growing pains lately, because it’s difficult to evolve so quick you no longer feel like your old self or like you even know her. It’s hard to be standing on the edge of the unknown, but knowing in your heart that there is a void that must be filled. I’m not sure with what yet, but I intend to find out.
For the next few days I will breathe in the sun and just try to exist and be happy with that now. Not yesterday, not tomorrow, not in 5 weeks from now. Because when you think about it now is all we have, right? 🌼(Can anyone guess what book I’m currently Reading that prompts this last paragraph?)