I’ve always been lonely. My whole life. Since I started kindergarten. Even my closest friends doesn’t seem to notice it (or they just don’t want to?) If I see someone being alone I immediately go to her. Being alone is not your own choice. It’s not easy just jump in a group and be always the one who makes a move. I understand if people around are having a good time with their friends, but what I don’t understand is that first they notice someone being alone nearby, but then do nothing and act normal. Personally – I couldn’t ignore that. Someone being alone. No matter how good time I would be having, or if I didn’t even know who the loner is.
I did that in the kindergarten already. Went to them who were alone. I even remember them dimly ‘cause there were usually the same people being alone :D But yeah, even for a 4-year-old me it wasn’t hard to imagine what it was like to be alone, ‘cause I had felt that already.
I just hope that we could be eyes open in our daily life. Why do we let people be alone? Even if we're Finns it shouldn't be so hard.
I’ve also been bullied for about 8 years, but I would say that being alone is worse. I would rather talk to somebody about my feelings and be receiving bad behavior than just being alone. But I'm glad that I still have my bike with me – although it takes a lot of work and causes stress a little 😅 but passion is a passion and I don't regret anything. ❤️ I wanna wish happy Valentine's day & hugs to all the lonely ones! 😘