One more time, let me imagine your smile while i close my eyes. Tidying the memories up. Rewind our every movement, every words that you said, our chat. The sky looks brighter than ever now. How nice.
One more time, i want to stand outside your door. Calling your name, waiting with full of anxiety feel. I wanna feel i'm important to you, even i know that i'm just lost in my delusion.
My legs become weak, can't hold this pressure anymore. I try to sit, find comfort place to lie up. I thought that sky is shining, the real is that tears make silver lining. I never know that this wound will crawling deeper. It's not about how to moving on.
Try to face the reality, i'm just sinking to my deepest memories with you, with us.
I know this is too much. Very much. All of my mind is about you. One day, this bitter story will be my patience seed of sweets fruit.
My past will keep in the past. I just lost my compass. But now, i need to pass. With or without you, till my last. Thank you for that time, it's a blast.
You, a friend, the un-delete memories.
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