Do you ever just want to scream and cry and throw it fit because your pain just won't stop? Or maybe crying buckets full of tears to try to wash it all away? Or maybe you just sit, still and quiet trying to process all the events that have brought you to this moment?
Right now, I am having one of those moments. One of those moments where you pray that God would take away your pain but also know that above all else you want His will to be done- regardless of what that means. This month has been hell and I wish it would just end. Trying to fight is hard and trying to stay in God's will is even harder because we know His rewards are greater.
But I want you to know, I am not saying that we shouldn't experience moments of grief, sadness, anger, and frustration because if we ignore those feelings. They will end up making us burn up inside more than we already do. So for right now I am going to let myself be sad and upset. Tomorrow will be a new day and another chance to try again, but either way I pray that His will be done. #rsdcrps4acure