Thoughts of the day;
We all make mistakes in life. But we all have the opportunity to make wrongs right and insure we don't keep making the same mistakes.
Anyone who can't figure out how to keep their shit on track, and continuously fuck up is deciding to live that life and to keep putting themselves into bad situations. There are no excuses for being an idiot. Too many people don't stop, take a look at their life, the way it's headed, or even the people they may spend their time with and put it all together into a big combination of why they go through so many struggles.
Growing up I was far from a good kid. I had a huge heart, but I was always looking for attention. I had a lot of pinned up aggression from being teased, and never being able to fit in or be accepted for how I looked or who I was. I was constantly testing the waters and pushing the limits as far as I could, to see how far I could get with things I shouldn't have been doing, and to see how much spotlight I could have on myself for being a dumbass.
By 18 years old, now 10 years ago, I realized that the people I was spending time with, and the situations I was choosing to put myself in were either going to lead me to a point I was dead or somewhere I didn't want to be. I changed. I decided to pull my head out of my ass, and frankly couldn't have made a better choice when I did. I know we all go through struggles, and the need for attention. A lot of you may even just feel empty inside and quit giving a fuck a long time ago... but I'm telling you that you have a lot of life left to live and can always decide to be a better person, and act right. Don't be someone who looks back when it's too late, and wonders what they could have made their life into. Everyone makes mistakes, everyone has done things they may not be proud of; but we are all human. OWN your shit, and make it a prerogative to be an honest and good human.
Sometimes we all need reminders that it's not too late, and that with Work and dedication we can always turn over a new leaf as long as you sincerely care enough to not fall back into the shit you're trying to fix and put behind you!
Work; don't make excuses