give me at least two cigarettes a day. one in the morning, and one before bed at night. the type that's harsh, but not unbearable. not burn-your-throat harsh. it has to be enjoyable. and give me a warm sweater so when i go out to smoke on the front deck i wont get cold. and give me a kiss on the neck and a rub on the hip before you go back inside to let me smoke alone. and watch me secretly from the window, and admire how beautiful i am without even knowing it. call me your babygirl. squeeze my thighs, but not too hard, and hold my hips. rub your hands over my skin, kiss my fingertips, love everything. kiss the beauty mark on my cheek. feel my touch, remember my scent. you know my favourite perfume. remember every detail, every curve, every default, every small speck of originality. remember me. remember me before i go.