I know that nobody really cares, but I need to spill everything that's going on in my head in someway and I thought "why not?"
So yeah, just skip if you're not interested (which you're probably not). For the past three/four months I haven't been myself. My sleep schedule is fucked up, my eating schedule is fucked up, I'm fucked up.
I relapsed into some really bad habits and I can't seem to get out of them, maybe because I don't really want to.
I'm feeling paranoid all the time, the slightest thing is enough to set me off.
I've tried to focus all of my energy on school work, in hope to keep my mind busy, but it's not working.
I'm just so tired of living in my head, you know?
There are all of this bad things and they're constantly screaming at me and I'm so done with this shit.
I'm just deeply tired of being this overwhelmed by everything.