I remember when I was able to consciously and repetitiously apply this understanding, as though it were an art form, with such mastery. I know it cost me some of the experiences that I was observing from others. Over recent years, my continual and pressing pursuit to experience a romantic connection has distracted me. I’ve been lessening myself to fit into that social paradigm to finally experience a romantic relationship.
Upon appraise, I’ve realized underneath the ornamentation and pageantry, many of these romantic relationships are an unsavory attachment; a charade.
A negligence of Self has caused me to become displeased and heartbroken with romance, which is unfortunate for someone who hasn’t experienced a romantic relationship yet. However, this video affirms what’s been revealing itself in my meditative stillness.