I'm not exactly even sure where to begin... it is with a VERY heavy heart to share that my sweet girl is gone. Gone...everything is so surreal right now, words cannot even begin to express what has just happened.
First I will just say that I was completely unprepared considering she's not even 2 years old. When I lost my cat Sully back in January, I knew that was coming -he was 16yrs old.
I'm completely and utterly fucking shattered at this moment. As if the last year of losing my grandmother and Sully weren't enough, ya know? Watching someone die is honestly the WORST thing and watching a beloved pet die I feel is worse in some ways since you can't actually have a conversation.
Amidala, I will miss you playing fetch with your little mouse and spider-ring. I will miss all the times you would snuggle up with me under the blankets. I miss how you would stretch out your back toes for me to tickle them. I will never forget the time I caught you stealing party hats because you liked the string attached.
I'm just devastated beyond belief right now😭😭😭 #uglycry #RIP #queenamidala #amidala