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Birdy💫  "who fights can loose, who doesn't fight has already lost" 👯💘 584km 🗝 recovery, travel and lifestyle journal 🍃 atm @Schönklinikroseneck🏥

For everything in this journey of life we are on, there is a right wing and a left wing: for the wing of love there is anger; for the wing of destiny there is fear; for the wing of pain there is healing; for the wing of hurt there is forgiveness; for the wing of pride there is humility; for the wing of giving there is taking; for the wing of tears there is joy; for the wing of rejection there is acceptance; for the wing of judgment there is grace; for the wing of honor there is shame; for the wing of letting go there is the wing of keeping. We can only fly with two wings and two wings can only stay in the air if there is a balance. Two beautiful wings is perfection. There is a generation of people who idealize perfection as the existence of only one of these wings every time. But I see that a bird with one wing is imperfect. An angel with one wing is imperfect. A butterfly with one wing is dead. So this generation of people strive to always cut off the other wing in the hopes of embodying their ideal of perfection, and in doing so, have created a crippled race.

Miss my baby @recoveringemmaa 😱❤️😪

Jetzt ist es tatsächlich soweit und du wurdest du entlassen um dein wahres Leben zu Hause zu beginnen❤️
ich bin unfassbar stolz auf dich und auf all das was du geschafft hast aber gleichzeitig kann ich es nicht glauben, dass du und ich jetzt nicht mehr zusammen sein können
Vorstellung dass ich ohne dich einschlafen muss und dass ich einfach niemanden mehr bei mir habe, der mit mir bis tief in die Nacht redet, mit mir lacht und weint ist schrecklich und tut Wahnsinnig weh und erst jetzt merke ich wie sehr ich dich in meinem Leben brauche
Wir sind zwar manchmal 2 sehr unterschiedliche Menschen aber trotzdem, gehören wir zusammen. Danke das du mir immer zuhörst wenn ich mal Probleme habe, danke das du ,egal was ist, für mich da bist und das du mich verstehst, danke das du so bist wie du bist und dich nicht verstellst, danke das du immer für mich zeit hast wenn ich dich am dringensten brauche, danke das du mit nur einem lächeln mir Freude erbringst, danke das es dich gibt. DANKE für alles! Egal was du tust du bringst mir immer wieder ein lächeln ins Gesicht und bei jeder Minute mehr mit dir weiß ich das du das wichtigste bist was ich habe. Du bist einfach einer der tollsten Menschen die es gibt. Und auch wenn wir uns streiten, ein kleiner oder großer, Ich möchte dich trotzdem nicht verlieren. Du bist meine beste Freundin und wirst es auch hoffentlich für immer bleiben. Und es kann wirklich KEINER uns auseinander bringen.
Jeder Moment mit dir ist wunderschön.
Egal ob wir ein altes Ehepaar spielen oder wir uns wie gaile rapper aufspielen, zwei verliebte oder zwei Super dance, mit dir wird mir nie langweilig 😌Ich Liebe es einfach mit dir Spaß zu haben, mit dir rum zuschreien, mit dir Bilder zu machen und mit dir zu lachen! Es ist schön zu wissen das jemand für mich da ist und mich liebt so wie ich bin. Ich weiß es sehr zu schätzen, was für eine Freundin du bist. Für mich bist du perfekt so wie du bist.! Aber auch die kleinen Momente die wir erleben sind toll. Ich freue mich jedes mal wenn wir uns treffen, weil ich weiß das es wieder ein schöner Tag wird. Hatten mal Tolle Freundin du bist.
Am Anfang des Jahres waren wir zwar Freunde aber noch nicht so gute.

Don’t pack out

To some people, you make life bright
When you decide to dim your light
Their lives will be full of darkness
Do shine your light in kindness

To some people, you bring out a joy
With their emotions, never ever toy
With your smiles, grease them with oil
And make them glad when their lives boil

To other people, you are the warmth
That kills coldness and brings strength
Don’t do it; don’t pack out
Else, they will have blackout

You’re on earth to do two things here
Wake up and do them now; this year
First, dare to grow and become better
Second, help others to also become greater

Never in any of the four seasons
Should you neglect your gifts for any reasons
The world needs you to make it a better place
Don’t pack out; run your race

There is a fable in the forest
Whispered by the branches, as they blow.
A tale about the truth of leaving
Things that no longer help you grow.
For on the surface it looks simple,
Like you only need lace your boots,
But there is nothing quite as painful
As untangling your roots.
And proof is found in tree stumps
Of the price some pay to flee,
That they would cut their lives in half
To cut the time before they're free.
Yet from the little left behind
Life has been known to grow again,
For unless you take your roots
A part of you will still remain.

Caged Bird
A free bird leaps on the back of the wind
and floats downstream till the current ends
and dips his wing in the orange suns rays and dares to claim the sky.

But a bird that stalks down his narrow cage
can seldom see through his bars of rage
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.

The free bird thinks of another breeze
and the trade winds soft through the sighing trees
and the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright lawn and he names the sky his own.

But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams
his shadow shouts on a nightmare scream
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.

Today's strawberry cake to celebrate @katisrecovery Birthdayyy 🎉
Today was one of the hardest day, i reached my goalweight which is two kilos more than i ever had 😶 i feel horrible and i am ashamed of myself
I can't handle all my bad thoughts so i am struggling a lot...
Hope tomorrow will be better 😶
I am sorry for my bad mood.
Yes not every day can be perfect and there are still days where i have breakdowns but thats okay we still need the time to come clear as long as we go on and not give up🍀

Today we spent a wonderful day in rosenheim.
We were shopping and had lunch at Hans im Glück 🍔🍟 which was a huge challenge for both of us
But darling I am so proud we've done it so well ❤👌🏼 I have not laughed so much for a long time and I thank you so much for the day and everything we have experienced so far. I enjoyed it to be away the clinic, away from everything and it felt damn good.
Thank you for this day❤🍀 @recoveringemmaa

No I am not longer the skinny girl with the sad look and the extinguished glittering eyes, with the bony body, the giant gap between the legs, I am not longer the girl who just sits in the corner and no longer leaves the house ,who spends the day only in the dark room, the girl who is scared about eat, who fears what the future will bring and the girl who want want not live anymore , the girl that thinks it is wrong to be in the world and simply would fall asleep.
No i am not longer
I've learned how to leave behind the past and trust the new
I've learned to laugh again
I've learned to enjoy again and I've learned not to feel guilty for everything
I've had Learned to forgive myself. And to give me another shot, I have gradually fought back into life and even if it was not always easy and it is still far from the end, I have already come very far. I do not mean that I have gained almost 20 kilos because it is so much more it is the insight to be healthy. What does it mean to be brave when you have to get out of such a routine
I fight every day even if it is every day difficult but one day i will be able to say " it wasn't easy but I have done it"
I'm no longer that girl, the people look After anxiously I will stand in my life with both legs, i want to be free after so many years!! I know that a life with the eating disorder is not possible and I'm ready to try how real living feels, because i don't know
And yes ist is not easy for me to post this picture,because there is just 1 kg left than i am weight restored and as you see my legs, which is difficult to accept but okay... we have to catch our fears otherwise they will stay -so trust you!
It is worth it!

Write it on your heart
that every day is the best day in the year.
He is rich who owns the day, and no one owns the day
who allows it to be invaded with fret and anxiety.

Finish every day and be done with it.
You have done what you could.
Some blunders and absurdities, no doubt crept in.
Forget them as soon as you can, tomorrow is a new day;
begin it well and serenely, with too high a spirit
to be cumbered with your old nonsense.

This new day is too dear,
with its hopes and invitations,
to waste a moment on the yesterdays.

Ice, ice baby🍦🍨
Had 3 scoops of ice cream for afternoonsnack today😍😊🍦

There will always be those
who say you are too young and delicate
to make anything happen for yourself.
They don't see the part of you that smolders.
Don't let their doubting drown out
the sound of your own heartbeat.

You are the first drop of rain in a hurricane.

Your bravery builds beyond you.
You are needed by all the little girls
still living in secret, writing oceans
made of monsters, and
throwing like lightning.
You don't need to grow up
to find greatness.

You are so much stronger than the world
has ever believed you could be.
The world is waiting for you
to set it on fire.
Trust in yourself

and burn.

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