I guess it's time to really look at myself. I've stared at my reflection an unhealthy amount of times throughout my life. But I've only just realized that I never truly looked myself in the eyes. I've always asked "What do I look like? What do I need to change?" I stared at this body in the mirror as if it were an empty case. As if there wasn't this soul inside this body, full of the universe, craving connection to every living thing. Now I'm starting to ask "Who do I see? What do I want to to say? Like REALLY say. What do I need to share with the world?" I'm finally looking myself in the eyes and trying to get to know this person and what she needs. I desperately want to know how I can help her. It's time to be my own best friend. It's time to listen to her. She's been trying to tell me something important for a while now.