Full story @lightheartandtheocean || This is what I wanted to share. It feels scary to share this part of myself BUT It also feels a bit exciting to finally let it out and stop hiding………. I've had a real fear about 'coming out' of the spiritual closet. Its so strange because when I was younger I was fine to share all over the place about believing in magic + the watered down woo woo stuff. Then when it actually got important to me + I understood it more and it was real, then I started to retract……….Not the ‘I do yoga, drink green smoothies, meditate + read affirmations’ type of spiritual closet. The ‘I read energy, channel information, communicate with aliens, grew wings, exist on other dimensions ‘ type spiritual closet.………… All through last year, I dived into the energy body, chakras, archetypes, I became a reiki practitioner, I did rituals around the moon, I met my guides and did healings on myself with a witch, an angel + a goddess. I learnt to channel, bring in light, I learnt how to be grounded (not the type of grounded when you are in trouble from your parents, more a feeling that you aren't so in your head, you're in the present moment and connected to the Earth) I saw a fairy once. I was briefly visited by a blue pleiadian ET being that felt like deep love, I learnt to read other peoples energy, I cried a lot and felt like I might have been going through some kind of menopause. I wondered if people would think I had joined a cult if they looked in at my life + if I shared any of this and if maybe I was actually going crazy even though I felt normal. I opened my heart and felt more like the real me than I ever had…….. I also took my kids to ballet, and cricket, made school lunches, celebrated at weddings, danced at girls nights, watched rom coms, kissed my husband, read chick lit, laughed hard at comedians, went to concerts, had conversations about why you need to brush your teeth + cleaned the house.
A feeling deep within is saying that its time I share this part of myself now, that I start writing about it. For what purpose? I don't know yet….. (read the full story @lightheartandtheocean