Tldr; I love you & im human 🙏 weird and wonderful being with someone who loves you so much they think you're a model even when you're sleepin. ♡ Sounding like a broken record but i'm really working on being grateful for what I have, & recognizing what I've accomplished in life. It never feels like I'm doing Enough, but it's not fair to compare to others because we haven't had the same life experiences.
All I can do is be grateful & keep trying to do the best I can to be self sufficient, secure & try to influence others to find their own moments of contentedness in the face of mental illness ✌ Using my therapy skills to remember my feelings are not about what's happening externally, it's how I percieve it & how I choose to respond. There's no need to be %150 every minute, but please rest & recharge rather than giving up. 🤗
I still feel like I have a long way to go, 😅✌ I'm not where I want to be yet but I'm hella far from where I used to be. working on it no matter what even if it gets difficult & scary & overwhelming. ✌ ♡ ty for following my shy awkward butt & dealing with my inability to socialize outside sending helpful links & too many emojis 😂😂😂 I promise im not forever trying to be fake or overly positive 😫 I just really want to believe that life can be better & people can accomplish dreams/live wholehearted lives even if they struggle in some way outside of the norm.