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I remember when my mom had a dream. A dream that only required a thin paintbrush and a mind with endless creativity. A will to live in fantasy and to prosper in that world, her only link to virtual happiness. I'd watch her paint the walls of our room, and paint on paper that had once been blank, and paint my skies blue that had once been grey. Anything she touched, turned to gold. I would admire her gifts for seeing the beauty in things not so pretty at first.
Slowly, through the years, her hand lowered and the paintbrush collected dust along with the accomplices that colored her days. I'd stare longingly at them, then back at my mother in confusion. Sometimes I'd even ask her, "Why don't you paint anymore?" Usually questions like those led her to become angry with me, and would ask me not to bring it up anymore. I always wondered why she would say those things. Day by day I hoped and wished that she would find her spark and passion once again. I wished upon a star, wished upon a cloud, upon the universe, and even tried to bring it up slowly in conversation. But it always ended up with her yelling at me to go away. I cried sometimes, because I never understood why she would push away something that made her so happy, and I wanted her to be happy. But she wasn't sad because she wasn't painting. She was sad because of her life, sad because of her past, she was sad because her future was blurry, and sad because of money, and money, and money. But along came that hail that destroyed our cars, and we thought we were definitely doomed. But little did we know it'd lead us to a new beginning, in a new place with new stories to tell, and new pictures to paint.
One day, peeking around the corner in silence, I saw her sitting there in that wooden chair, with a paintbrush in her hand and an easel before her. I smiled to myself.
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