Regrann from @lordenzo__ - In honor of #nedaweek I’m bringing out one of these bad boys 100% UNRETOUCHED ❤️
I’ve talked to you guys about my past eating disorders & I’ve mentioned it on TV throughout all my interviews but here’s some more in depth explanation.
In 7th grade I put it in my mind that I HAD to stop eating. Like all I could think about when I ate was calories & how much carbs & fat was in what I was eating.. I mean it was CONSTANTLY on my mind. So for a while I stopped eating & when I realized that I was becoming weak and could barely function through the day, I then resorted to binge eating and then it being followed up by me sticking my fingers down my throat to throw up. And I would do it again & again & again... and NOBODY knew , not my friends, not my teachers, not even my mom. I was so ashamed of what I was doing yet I couldn’t stop because if I did all I could think about was how fat I was going to get. This then triggered my depression, which then was later accompanied by anxiety which would keep me up at night and all I could think about was “ how many calories did my body take in today?” or “did I gain weight today?” Oh... god forbid I ever weighed myself and put on anything over 0.5 pounds. I then became sick, physically and mentally. Bulimia took away my happiness,my health, and i struggled so bad for 2 entire years. Eating disorders will do more harm than gaining weight ever will. So please seek help if you are struggling with an eating disorder, it’s not easy but it’s not impossible. I’m so happy I got through it all 💪🏽PLEASE spread awareness & HELP if you see someone who needs it. @neda #nedawareness #iskra #aeriereal - #regrann