I've just walked through my front door, after an afternoon of rehearsals, and found a mysterious parcel with this inside! "Stories For Boys Who Dare To Be Different"
The last month of my life has been so crazy. Too crazy infact. Although I've had some massive personal and professional joys I've also had to begin preparing for a lot of changes and chapter closings that are coming my way. I've really delved into new things that I've always wanted to do but I've also been reminded to ask myself why I'm doing what I'm doing. And that quickly turned into... What is it exactly that you do?
For the first time in so long...I've fallen into that gray zone where I question everything I'm doing. Success is one thing and making money is fab. But am I really happy? Am I chasing what I want to? Am I worth it? Do I stand a chance? And do people really mean what they say? Maybe it's time to quit?
Ive tried all the usual pick me ups that include pizza, partying, gin and social scene changes and I've tried all my favourites that include craft, art, music, Mandir time, dance, detox and down time but nothing has really worked like this!
Today I'm smiling again ear to ear because an old close friend randomly sent me this book with a cute little pick me up message.
How they just knew without me telling them anything just goes to show sometimes we don't know what is going on in someone's mind.
Thanks for not waiting till my birthday! I didn't even realising I was daring!
I'm so damn grateful. I won't tag you though I don't want anyone to put najjar on us 😂👌💕 I'm going to keep going. Somehow. I have to with certain things I've signed on to dotted lines 😂🐵 #WhenFriendsAreMessengersOfTheUniverse