I’ve taken a social media break for some time. I have been having such a difficult time dealing with loss of my dear friend Jesse, that putting on a face for social media just seemed unbearable. I was in a place where everything seemed dull, and beauty didn’t exist through my eyes. It has been a troubling time.
With processing this loss and enduring the pain and grief, I think Jesse has been showing me the light, the beauty that exists in existence, and most important, the beauty and kindness that is within myself. I look back and I keep wishing I could catch a break from troubles, but I’ve realized life is always going to be full of troubled times, filled with pain, that’s never going to change, but I am only going to get stronger. My strength is made perfect in weakness.
The person I have become through the challenging times impresses me. Rather than becoming bitter and cold to the world, My heart is always open and that’s never going to change.
I’m proud of that.
Also, my photography is fucking beautiful and it’s a shame for me to stop sharing it. :)