I need friends I need to start being more social. I really hate being so shy. Its like I try, but then when I'm in a social situation, I just shut down. (Unless I'm high, then I'm relaxed 😂) But I'm slowly but surely getting better 😊👍
Thinking seriously about becoming a youtuber. Talked to my mom about it. And maybe might turn our guest bedroom into a studio since we never use it. I have so many ideas, I don't want them to just disappear in my mind, I want to share them !
Someone who will like me for me, the real me. My worst and my best. Though, being so shy, its hard for me to show any side of me at all because of fear of rejection. I wish I wasn't like that. *First post of 2k17 tho* 😊
When there's madness, when there's poison in your head When the sadness leaves you broken in your bed I will hold you in the depths of your despair And it's all in the name of love 🎶 (Martin Garrix x Bebe Rexha)