Thank you everybody for the support last night ❤️ I didn't really expect much. I posted that more so for my own sake but didnt expect responses. I'm not going to post my whole story up just yet, its really really long to type out so idk maybe i'll make a video or something. Anyway I don't have too many pictures of myself at that point in my life. i hardly looked at myself in the mirror so i was not going to be taking selfies lol. But here are a few i had in my phone . The one on the right I took today, no angles,posing, or filters,nothing. The picture on the left was probably around January ,i'm not sure really. The interesting thing is besides the long list of side effects I had from the eating disorder, my BMI was perfect. Nurses would tell me i'm the exact weight for my height and it was ideal, yet everything else about me was terrible.
Its a bit difficult for me to compare how i used to be to how i am now. There is a false idea that i will be happier smaller, but at the same time I know i was smaller at some point and I wasn't happy then either.So I just have to keep pushing and moving forward. Physical health wise my recovery has been splendid so i'm sure mentally it'll come along as well 👍🏻