If you would have told me a decade ago that my life’s work and purpose would consist of Faith|Fashion|Finance. Like how? It’s never been done before. Pamela just focus on one like everyone else lol.... i legit would have rebuked you. In fact I did. Almost a decade ago i received a word from a Women of God telling me that resources & enterprises would come forth out of my belly like rivers of living water (and many other things I will never say publicly 🤗). I was so excited, hands in the air receiving by faith UNTIL to my surprise she cancelled w/ a verbal decree all job applications I had sent out in the realm of the spirit.
Listen I was so offended. How can you cancel the countless job applications I submitted. Umm Hellorrr how was this vision gonna come to pass with no capital? At this time many of my class and age mates were doing the same. Applying and working at Fortune 500 companies, getting their masters degree, snagging AH-MAZING internships, moving to new locations. And here I was with the prophet canceling all my efforts to fit in and be like my contemporaries 🙄. So what did I do? Of course I fought it. Blatant disobedience. Hmmm I’m the daughter of a military man. I’ve been groomed for war, a fighter (that’s why Spiritual warfare fits me so well). Can you imagine the amount of pressure coming from my Nigerian parentals about the lack seriousness of my life 🤦🏾♀️. I kept applying, I took jobs below my pay grade, job hopped, and became weary in the process. Nobody fights against God or His word and wins... not even you & I). So out of frustration I surrendered... I took the long humbling route. Worked retail, internships with little pay, shadowed and served successful billionaires for FREE, served in church in women’s ministry and choir. All the while genuinely encouraging, congratulating, and celebrating others successes.
In the process I was stripped of pride & selfish ambition. To top it off due to life’s circumstances disobedience has been broken too, ouch 🤕. So here I am fully surrendered to God left with a new relentless desire to be that Woman God created me to be. The more I pursue to be this woman the more the my old dreams emerge. 👇MORE