🌸Dear Instagram friends,
We are truely overwhelmed about all the heartfelt messages and comments we received.
You felt with us and tried to encourage us, while we were afraid to only hope that our Onyx will be around for a bit longer. Never ever we would have dared to expect so much support, so many comforting words, so much understanding and so much love and empathy. Reading all those beautiful thoughts and comments made my eyes well up again and again. They made me feel that I’m not alone with my fear and my worries. Some of you had to go through similar experiences and still encouraged me to not give up. The Instagram family is in deed a fantastic community which cares and tries to help. People are there for each other in good times and in difficult moments. A sensation which really touches our heart and our soul.
Therefore I want to express my deepest gratitude.
It will take a while until I will have a moment to sit down and say a big Thank you to each and everyone of you, as our boy slowly starts to recover. I seem to observe every move he makes, every invitation to play with the ball, every shaking of a toy with Argus eyes. I follow him around and sometimes my heart misses a beat as the shock of this incident hasn’t faded away yet.
Of course Onyx doesn’t understand my reactions and gives me that “ awe-come-on-Mum-don’t-be-boring!-Let’s-play” look.
I try very hard to auto convince myself that I have to let him live his life to a certain extent. A slower pace shouldn’t make him become unhappy or restless. I know that even if the new medication helps, the bomb will not stop ticking. It will always be there and both of us have to learn to live with this fact.
We take it Day by Day and try to make the most of it. Creating memories and enjoying each other’s company.
The fact that we are all here on borrowed time shall not erase the laughter, the joy and the happiness. It isn’t always easy, but it will be our good intention for the time to come.
We want to say Thank you
one more time and wish you all a happy and beautiful weekend filled with joy and love.