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I'm out. ✌🏻

Shameless post workout mirror selfie. Literally sweated through everything I was wearing. F this weather. #hipdips #workout #crushfit #mirrorselfie #training

I wanted to post something real. Social media gets me down a lot because it makes me feel like I should be doing more or that the things I'm doing should be better or different. But I know that in reality, social media is a facade. It's the images and stories we want people to see of us, and we leave the rest hidden. Well here is me being real. I am depressed. I don't know what I'm doing. I have almost no friends. I keep making the same mistakes over and over again and other people have to help me clean them up. I want to be better and different and stronger but right now I'm just me. I am sad and lonely and exhausted. I am also happy and surrounded by love and full of energy. I am all of these things because life is complicated and messy and not one dimensional. I miss who I have been and the friends I have lost but change is inevitable. Here's hoping it's mostly for the better. I hope that you enjoyed a small dose of truth from me. Maybe share some of your own if you're up for it. It's liberating. #wordy #feelz #real

Still working on the whole "gym selfie" thing but look! Muscles on my calves! Feeling proud. ☺️

kickin up dust behind me with every step I take

Sometimes you just need to buy yourself some flowers. 🌻

Clearly I wanted every person who saw me today to say "gee, wonder if she likes yellow".

Nyooooom

She's seen things. #babette #crazypup

Tried cooking my very first #BlueApron meal tonight and it came out great! Pork chops with warm barley salad. So many delicious flavors. I'm sold.

Too much sun. Off to the river.

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