oflightning oflightning

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clumsy af  ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀“ That wasn't very ⠀ϟ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᎻᎬᎡᎾᎥᏟ. ” ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

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I wonder sometimes - why me?
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Why was I affected in such a way to gain the same abilities as the monster who tortured me? Why was I the one tortured? Why, simply, why?
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I often ask myself that question when I'm lying in bed, and all the deep thoughts come rushing to me. I'm no one special - why should I have these powers, and not someone else?
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There's gotta be someone else out there who can do more than i'll ever be able to do. There's gotta be someone else who deserves this gift more than I do.
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My speed has to be a mistake.
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The timing was wrong, I did something wrong, I shouldn't have exposed myself to the dark matter. Someone else should have taken my place.
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Someone more fit to be a hero,
someone who actually deserves the title,
someone who actually has hope,
someone who isn't scarred by their demons,
someone who can overcome anything,
someone who isn't me.
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I don't deserve the title, 'hero', or the suit and mask, I should just be a normal college student. I shouldn't have nightmares every night. I shouldn't constantly worry about him returning.
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I shouldn't be Jesse Quick.
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But, then, I also remember,
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I want to help people
I want to serve people
I want to do good
I want to be a light in the dark
I want to save those who can't save themselves.
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And that's exactly what a hero would say.
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But I don't think you have to be a hero to do those things. You just have to be human.
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And at the end of the day, maybe my life shouldn't be this way. Maybe I shouldn't be wondering if I'll make it out of every fight alive.
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But I was chosen.
And I'll make sure that I was the right choice.
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⠀⠀[ note: i wrote this tonight because i was feeling extremely down. this sort of helped, and it's the first thing i've written in a few months or so... so feedback (if you have any) would be greatly appreciated. ]
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1/3 just you wait

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listen up. i'd like to apologize. i'd like to apologize to those who i may have talked badly about. i'd like to apologize to those who i act as if don't matter. i'd like to apologize to those i take for granted... sometimes you never know the good in your life until it's gone.
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some people hate me, and yeah, they have a good reason for it, but that's why i'm posting this.
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if i have ever hurt you, i'd like your forgiveness. i know some of you may be thinking, 'what, you hurt someone? no!'. but uh, yeah. i'm human. i make mistakes. i hurt people. so, as i said, i'm sorry if i've ever wronged you, or made you feel as if you are worthless, because you're not. you're beautiful, incredible, talented, brilliant, and a light to this world. you deserve the positives, not the negatives i and others may have given you. i apologize to those who may have cried due to being worried about me - just... i'm fine, don't worry. i may be an emotional wreck, but i'll be fine. i promise you that. plus, you shouldn't have to cry over me. i'll be over it eventually and it'll be behind me.
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if i have ever hurt you, as i said earlier, forgive me. you didn't deserve it. you deserved better, and i'm sorry i acted childish in that situation.
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—– avery
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