My heart is broken. Yesterday afternoon we had to say goodbye to this amazing dog. She was just 10 years old, way to young. 2.5 months ago, on her 10th birthday, Bonser had an emergency Splenectomy. She was then diagnosed with Hemangiosarcoma, a very nasty and aggressive cancer. The Dr said about 6 months, give or take. Saturday she was fine, happy and energetic. We noticed on Sunday that she wasn't quit herself. When I got home from work Tuesday morning, Bonser was in bad shape. I didn't want to take her in, because in the back of my mind I knew. I had to carry her to the car. Then a gurney was needed to take her the clinic. Bonser never would have allowed that, but she just laid there as they took her in. The ultrasound reveled a mass on her heart had ruptured and was bleeding into the pericardium. We considered having it drained, but we knew the cancer was very strong in her body. We could feel lumps. We knew it was time. We took about 20 minutes to hold her and say our goodbyes. More tears than I could ever imagine. I miss her.