Depression is a serious thing. Its such a heavy heavy pain. The internal struggle, The anxiety, the tiredness, it's exhausting trying to appear to be stronger than you actually feel. Surrounded by people but still alone, Feeling everything at once and at the same time nothing at all. Being numb. It's nothing you can truly explain or put into words... So if you don't understand that level of sadness don't comment, or speak on it . It never really goes away, but with a lil prayer & meditation you learn to cope with as you grow.. You CAN beat it. I promise you can. I pray for anyone who knows what that feels like. I've been there.. You are not alone. You can beat it. Rest in peace Chester Bennington.