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N I K I T A  strange wild child on my own adventure πŸ’«πŸ’« β€’ Indigenous Aboriginal / French β€’ Melbourne AUS πŸ“

G A Z E

Hi it’s been a while.

*sing it with me* Put your hands in the air and look like a dork πŸ™ŒπŸ½ ayyo

Swipe to see me eat my hair

❄️❄️it's too cold for life right now😫

"This is my "tired of your shit" face. You don't want it. it's followed with me walking away with a glass of wine in my hand and leaving you with bills for wasting my time. doesn't matter who you think you are."

an amazing shoot and concept with some beautiful people. Thank you for the free yoga class πŸ˜‚β£οΈ (actual images coming soon-stay tuned)

"I've been thinking and getting inside my head a bit. Not down but not on the high I was before when life was good and I was free of doubt, free of worry and concerns. Winter has been giving me the blues I'm not going to lie. I feel as though I'm on a bridge, transitioning from one place to another, but feeling as though I'm holding myself back. Like I'm letting people slip through my fingers, friendships, bonds, family, etc. My touch with nature and myself is disconnected. I find most days I'm upset with myself rather than feeling powerful and strong. As if me not caring for myself means others don't either. But how funny perception is, is that if I called up any one of my mates and said hey I miss you and need a day, or family, or even nature. Not one of them would deny my request. Isn't it funny that because I feel as though I'm wasting away, so is everything around me.. isolated and yet surrounded at the same time. I wonder if any one else is feeling the way that I'm feeling? Maybe it's the weather or being to busy to rejuvenate yourself even though you need to. Feeling uncreative and unfulfilled with yourself but knowing you can be if you just tried that little bit harder, but you give yourself slack, and more slack, to the point where you can't get out of bed if you don't need to be anywhere. Another episode I tell myself, then I'll do something. Lacking that motivation and self love because I've let myself go to far. I wonder so many things. So today I will try a little, and then a little more and more and so on." 16/7/18 Me. Let me note it publicly so that I will keep pushing and striving to be the best version of myself I can be, happy and rid of anxieties.

What do you prefer? Winter or summer. Cuz I sure am not surviving the cold..

VINTAGE PRECINCT X @stellmagazine (tap4crew)

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