Hey Grandma, been thinking so much about you lately it's got me going crazy. I'm glad you had the strength yesterday to talk with me on FaceTime even though I broke down. Just seeing you and being able to talk with you made me so happy but at the same time seeing what the chemo, the stress and everything you're going through has done to you I couldn't help but to break down. You're so strong Grandma and I know this because I have only known you the whole 29 years I've been alive. I know if anyone can pull through this it would be you. I miss you and I wish I could be by your side to hold your hand and tell you how much I love you. I'm so thankful for everything you have done for me and the whole family you have done nothing but give and make sure everyone was taken care of. You were never a selfish human being when it came to your grand kids and I can't thank you enough for that. It absolutely breaks my heart everyday that cancer did this to such a beautiful person and I pray to god everyday that he keeps you here with us because I'm not ready to lose you Nana... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GRANDMA!!!!