Sometimes words are not enough. Sometimes especially on days like this.. I just feel like breaking down. Sometimes I want to scream to the top of my lungs until my throat hurts. I just want to be carefree and happy. I'm tired of being the kind of person that I think people will like. I'm tired the way I live. Tired of being so stressed out. I'm tired of my family. Tired of living in comfort and being afraid to meet new people.. Tired of being around the same people. I'm tired of caring/worrying so much. I'm tired of always putting a smile on my face especially when I don't want to do anything but cry. I'm tired of not being happy. I want to make the most of my life and have as much fun as I possibly can and my biggest fear is that I won't be able to do that. We could die any second from now... Another tomorrow is not guaranteed. From now on and I mean this.. I'm going to live my life the way I want because I don't know how much time I have left.