The honest truth is that this last week I've hated being a mum. Cooper's been so bloody horrible I'm ready to give him away! It's coming up to 8 weeks and counting since he's seen his dad and it's either he hates me or he acting out because of this. Needless to say it's been rough. He doesn't sleep therefore i don't sleep. He's sooo disobedient. I was even told "he has the energy of 4 of the normal ones" thanks I'm fully aware 🙄
We have moved into a bigger place where he has more room and we start a new kindy tomorrow! I can only hope things improve!
Truthfully seeing how much everyone loves their children makes me feel like a crap mum. I do love him! But this isn't how I ever pictured my life. However this is my little rant to feel better and to those ladies who have messaged me and expressed their own battles with PND and being a single mum just remember you're not alone! We are normal and we are doing the best we can! Cry your little eyes out if you need! I'm not ashamed to say I've done it multiple times this weekend. You're doing an amazing job and our tiny humans will see this one day! Just keep swimming 💜