Here's a news article I came across this morning about the murder of my parents, speaking to my brother @muminfitness a few hours ago he told me he came across information that actually explained the whole scenario, growing up we never really knew the exact cause behind the murder of my parents until today. We heard many stories and a lot didn't make sense, but today My brother read the statement from one of the murderers who testified and turned state evidence, and apparently my father had shot an individual and in return this same person paid thousands of dollars to put a hit out on my father, and the ones he chose to murder my father was my father's best friend. Some one who use to sleep at my grandmother's house, he was a friend of my father since the age of 15-16 years old. Even though finding out the true Story won't change anything but my whole life I questioned exactly what was the real reason, so it kind of bring me some closure. When the judge ask the killers why didn't you kill the kids, their reply was we planned to murder the kids also but we ran out of bullets shooting at the mother, Allah yarhama, even though I got shot in the foot during the killing of my parents, I Thank Allah for protecting me and my brothers as it could've been worst. I take this as a lesson learned, making a decision in the heat of a moment can change your life for ever. Many times when I'm about to take it there with some one, I ask myself do I really want my kids to be raised with out a father knowing what awaits them out in this world, and it actually bring things back into perspective for me. A real G is the one who's raising his kids, giving them a better quality of life that we didn't have. Holding your anger doesn't make you soft it makes you mature enough to be a real man. Not saying we don't have the right to defend ourselves and family's, we do by all means but making the wrong decision can change not only your life but the life of your love ones as well. May Allah have mercy on my mother, father and mustafa and unite us all in paradise together.