You will arrive at your destination faster when you are running from something.
I decided I no longer wanted to live a mediocre life involving second guessing myself, feeling like a constant failure, hating myself, comparing myself, starving myself which resulted in over feeding myself and whatever the heck else I was doing.
It was a SICK joke.
How did I get there?
Who the heck knows!
It happened in the blink of an eye.
I finally decided to run away from that life as fast as I could.
Skid marks and all, I was OUT of there. ✌🏻💨
I ran with my entire heart.
I ran & I ran & I ran...
From the life that controlled me.
From the life that lied to me.
From the life that was slowly killing me.
& here we are. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
I’d rather you hate me for who I am, then love me for who I’m not. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
I will not sit there and CHEER ON a lifestyle that so quickly SUCKED me into the deep waters through the “currents” of comparison into an ocean that I almost drowned in. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
I promise you... I am not alone in this feeling.
It’s time we speak up.
Whatever you do - I encourage you to RUN as fast as you can if what your doing is causing you to NOT love yourself in this MOMENT.