I had thought about this a thousand times over not until I was totally convinced last night to share.
In December 2016, I came home to spend the holidays with my family with the hope of returning back to Abuja to continue with life. I seemed to have had everything mapped out, my plan B was even sure. Everything looked just beautiful, my 2017 was looking 'Lit' already!
Mtcheewwwwwww!!!!! 😁😁😁😁😁😁(abi o ti 'lit' ni)
I started 2017 in tears. While everyone was happy, I cried! My friends in the picture above were heaven sent at that period, in fact all year round. I didn't want to talk to anybody about what was going on with me but these ones knew me too well to know I wasn't doing fine at all. I had to speak to them. I would ring @ogeyeololade at different times and just start crying, I was already tired of life, in just January. I became restless at nights, I would wake up for no reason and just stare, I could not explain it.
My plans were still intact and though I had stopped crying, I was just unhappy. I had to do something about those plans I had, even though it wasn't looking that beautiful anymore, I just had to do something. I took a mentorship class and that set me back on track. It was only then I realised that those plans I had were mere wishes, I had to re-strategize, this time involving God. I moved on, however there were a lots of back and forth's and by the first quarter of the year, I became tired again. I began seeking for joy in wrong places. Haha. 2017 has been wonderful guys. Very long story cut short, in August/September, I started getting some calls out of the blues. I started hearing a lot of 'I remembered', God had not forgotten me after all. @butsaih @minika_efa @evarh_ your encouragement helped me when I was almost losing it. I am so thankful for the many lessons the year taught me, many blessings and more to come. I really cannot tell it all, but my heart is full!